do i feel 5 days waiting

#15

lumina aka owner of this ata August 11, 2026 at 1:42:45 AM

I will make another atabook, i forgot this email rn but dw, i'll lyk when i will be add smh, just don't be desesperate with this moment, i'm planning to make a bit of graphics coming soon, i don't have motivations rn but i promise i'll make a new readme for myself so i can keep it but i will have an alt acc and main acc. Also i'm already changed but my mood swings are difficult to control which i have pressure to focus on myself but i love talking okay?? i don't wanna be mean but i truly need to focus on my mental health, sometimes i lost my trust on each person, apologies for that. For my ex-friends, read here. I know y'all are frustrated or never trusting my actions but i promise i'll change myself and even i understand i've made such a bad motivation, I'm sorry for what i've done with everyone, i know how Ciru and I we've been through a bad trouble with our mental, just because we're bad couple, it's understandable why we don't love each other or even we did bad things for ourselves and everyone else, it's hard to explain why i never do an apology but i've getting more trouble with my life and i couldn't trust anyone irl, sometimes i've been motivating myself to get along in life but sadly, i tried to hide my true actions which i'm already in recognizable, especially for anyone i've hurted or i've been hiding from them, I didn't wanted anyone to get into exclutions or either getting all alone because i've wanted to stay with someone who has more focused on all alone, it feels how i've never had one irl but to get anyone in virtual game. I apologies for what i've did in the past, just i didn't wanted anyone to get hurt or getting with nobody so, that's why i don't have a high socializing, my mood is always changing everytime but i always get frustrated at myself. - I've been off for 2 months because i wanted to focus on my life but i'm already back normal, just i don't want anyone who recognizes me with my old style, i wanna be more new recognizable as Ethereal or Lumina, any nicknames can be accepted just don't call me the hate names i've hated the most. Thanks for reading this Message for anyone else.

Replied on: August 11, 2026 at 1:55:58 AM

You can hate me whenever you want through my ata or my dms, i just don't feel like the same person before, just i wanted to try changing myself as a good one, i want to be the real person who has been there with anyone, I'm really sorry for my bad actions and my bad personality, i'm having a hard time with my life and i've been doing terribly bad with everything i've done for, i couldn't do anything to be there, i always wanted to get them new friends to get along, i clearly didn't wanted to get them hurt or being hated on, it's understandable how i've done with my terrible personality and with all the hate. I don't want to be the person y'all met on 2025, i just wanna be with my new appearance but with different attitude/personality on 2025, i'm not gonna do bad actions ever again, i don't need a 2nd chance but i feel bad for those who met me as the person, i also don't want to get recognized as the problematic, i know i've done it but i'm sorry, you can expand the document whatever you want but i really need an freedom for this and my mental health, i don't hate @5poke for their admiration or their reputation, i never wanted her to get this terribly bad, It's just i didn't liked her attitude because she was accusing my friend heaven and few of the people just by "copying her skins" which it's not true, i've heard it while i was playing animal hospital (before i came back on pony town) i clearly don't blame her for these problems but it's her problem, i didn't want to be included on some arguments, it's just that i clearly never wanted to be the problem here by getting accused. - For my ex-friends

#14

🍦 August 2, 2026 at 8:34:28 PM

socials: peve. yo. hivin

how are you feeling?: 🍦🍦🍦🍦🍦🍦🍦

any ideas?: 🍦🍦🍦🍦🍦🍦🍦

🍦🍦🍦🍦🍦🍦

Replied on: August 4, 2026 at 7:36:13 PM

fue ra secret agen t, dame a mi novia nurse

#13

Ellipsis! ^o^ June 18, 2026 at 7:47:34 PM

socials: gh: @carnivalistic

how are you feeling?: GREAT!!!

any ideas?: I rrrrreeeeeeeeeeaaaaaally want a bagel X_x

HI LUMIIII THANK YOU SOSOSSOSO MUCH FOR THE MESSAGE YOU LEFT ON MY ATA, YOU'RE SOOO AWESOMESAUCE!!!! ALSO, YOUR AESTHETIC IS SO COOL SOSOSOSO YUMMY!! I haven't been able to see aaany of your skins but I really hope to see you around the map some day!!!

Replied on: June 18, 2026 at 7:50:41 PM

hey and thanks for liking my ata, i'm not much often active on pony town due to problematic spanish people who got exposed but sometimes i'm active on spanish server (spawn area) you can look up for me when i'm active.. i'm mostly active at roblox page btw (seraphicalism) thanks for the positive way, i hope you'll see me around in safe server (cuddling my friends) or spanish server that i mention my area ^.^

#12

Thomas May 24, 2026 at 12:15:37 PM

github or any socials: github:sormas

any fandom recommendations: i dunno gulp

song favorite: Join me in death

signs ata* HELLOOO You signed mine so i will sign yours too, I'm abit late but I was too shy to say something :look: . You're so kind, anyways bye bye :love: :wave:

Replied on: May 24, 2026 at 3:03:14 PM

hi, and no need to be shy at all, i'm friendly dw

#11

Heaven May 8, 2026 at 10:17:18 PM

Peve peve peve quiero peves. mis pure vainillas

Replied on: May 8, 2026 at 10:21:49 PM

que pv, aca hay esc

#10

Melodie. April 23, 2026 at 5:28:38 PM

any fandom recommendations: MHA? DHMIS? FNAF? CREPPYPASTAS? idk bro. 😵💫

HI HIII !!!!!!! I LOVE YOUR SKINS YES YES YES, I've noticed you spend a lot of time in the BS zone,Those skins look amazing! :idea: ! I hope we can become friends! You seem friendly!!!! 😵💫🤍

Replied on: April 23, 2026 at 5:33:22 PM

i love fnaf, i was one cosplaying as charlotte emily (i have a skin of her) and tysm, sure we can be friends at all, come say hi or cud with me (i might be sometimes afk but i swear i'm online!!)

#9

zam April 19, 2026 at 7:01:27 PM

github: pipandyceo

any fandom recommendations: arcane...

song favorite: so far away by charli xcx

ur style is so cutsie, lovely alli

Replied on: April 19, 2026 at 7:28:58 PM

aww tysm, i've seen you around on spawn area, i might like your skins, they're yum...

#8

Kongming April 18, 2026 at 6:52:35 AM

github: deIiverer

song favorite: Go away - weezer

your style reminds me of tiramisu

Replied on: April 18, 2026 at 6:55:03 AM

i have many styles, apologies if my style reminds to tiramisu

#7

Anonymous April 13, 2026 at 6:03:43 PM

:cheers:

Replied on: April 13, 2026 at 6:18:43 PM

cheers

#6

nick April 13, 2026 at 6:01:23 PM

github: raansomware

any fandom recommendations: hwwhp!

song favorite: let down by radiohead

HIIIIII MWAAHAHAHAHHHHA

Replied on: April 13, 2026 at 6:18:35 PM

HEEEEY!! /waves

#5

iVORYHRNEJELS April 12, 2026 at 4:39:50 PM

ME IVORY DONT LIKE FNAF :td:

Replied on: April 12, 2026 at 4:42:12 PM

como que no, vealo!!!! /madmadmad/angryy

#4

iVORY April 12, 2026 at 4:38:18 PM

WJAT NO T FNAF IDONT FUCKINGLIKE ITTTTTT

Replied on: April 12, 2026 at 4:38:51 PM

plsss... watch it... sobb... yk i love you cassidyy...!!!

#3

ivory homestuck April 12, 2026 at 4:35:49 PM

github: homestuck (jk, @ivoryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)

any fandom recommendations: homestuck

song favorite: homestuck song

homestuck homestuck homestuck homestuck homestuck homestuck homestuck homestuck homestuck homestuck homestuck homestuck homestuck homestuck homestuck homestuck homestuck homestuck homestuck HOMESTUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Replied on: April 12, 2026 at 4:36:42 PM

ok, i'll watch... sobb.. sobb... fnaf.....

#2

Wumble April 12, 2026 at 3:53:00 PM

github: tirgery123

show feet

Replied on: April 12, 2026 at 4:00:10 PM

oh.. ok bro... let me sent u some...!!!

#1

kemi April 12, 2026 at 6:35:09 AM

HALO IM FIRST!!!! :brush:

Replied on: April 12, 2026 at 6:36:23 AM

lefty is in yo head rn big sis : ]